Waking up in morning...

If I do not wake up tomorrow please know that I love my family with all my heart and soul! Don't miss me when I am gone - find someone better... You deserve that! <3

U kidding me?

Please. Call me when I am with our youngest daughter at her last party for elementary and tell me not to spend money because we are broke. Such a great feeling. 

Brighter

Today most definitely looks brighter... To be honest, I get scared when I am like I have been!  Yet I cannot help it because I feel it's out of my control. 

I am not playing victim, just stating facts. Here is to a productive day and awesome weekend! 

So sick

I am to the point where not only am I walking on eggshells but my stomach is in knots at all times. I am trying so hard to be ... Apparently someone I am not...  

Shhh

Can't post again tonight. Was attempting to get work done and was ridiculed again. I am hiding in the bathroom blogging from my phone - in secret! Seriously something wrong with this situation! :( 

I just want to be supported in something. Not made to feel like I am worthless and better off not here....

Shhh

Can't post again tonight. Was attempting to get work done and was ridiculed again. I am hiding in the bathroom blogging from my phone - in secret! Seriously something wrong with this situation! :( 

I just want to be supported in something. Not made to feel like I am worthless and better off not here....

Shit

Feel like hell. Like a part of me has died. So much for trying to be honest and do the right thing.